Rage

I was caught in the vortex of unbridled rage earlier. It is scary to know that raw emotional rage and anger can so quickly overcome all rational thought. It even more scary when my rational mind can think clearly behind the blood red haze but to be totally incapable of preventing the physically rage rippling through my body.

I hate to admit that a ‘civilised’ person like myself failed to divert the rage into something more constructive. Perhaps the fact that I did not scream my head off or broke the phone receiver into pieces can be contrued as my final hold onto my rational self.

You must wonder what sparked this off. Well, I can only say that frequent interactions with a complete idiot and full-time bastard can take a toll on a person’s well-being.

I am definitely not a happy trooper today. I am praying that I have the wisdom to see beyond such inconsequential issues and the strength to be a stronger person when facing such tests that are given to me during my lifetime.